Tuesday, August 16, 2011

late in life dreams

Does anyone else remember that I used to sing? Probably not. It sounds stupid, but I used to sing a lot. In pageants, mostly for starters, but that led into weddings, funerals, then eventually in the church and on the worship team.

I don't know when I stopped. Maybe when I left the church. But I haven't sang in a very long time... and I miss it.

Except for when I sang Taking Back Sunday's "Make Damn Sure" a couple months back at karaoke with Todd and Adrienne. That was an absolute hit. Brought the house down.

So, I've been getting into Glee, watching too much of it to be honest and now I want to be on Broadway. Or at least go to a real Broadway show. I don't know enough musicals. Make that any. At all.

It might be a little late for that.

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Did I mention my car broke down? No, because I haven't been writing. Anyway, somehow the oil leaked or burned out and I "spun the bearing", ruined the engine and the entire engine has to be replaced. So, 2grand later, I'll have a brand new car. This is kind of just the way things go for us and I'm pretty much used to it. I can't let it get me down anymore.
Although something.... something needs to change soon. It's not right. People deserve better than the things life tends to give.

I've always believed that a little change could help anything. Color your hair, rearrange the living room, whatever... I need change so bad that I want to relocate to another continent.

...but there'd have to be roller derby.

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